okay i admit, i'm a nostalgic guy
i can't say that i'm a master of remembering the details of the past but maybe thats why it's so easy for me to be nostalgic, because i can forget all the things that are bad about something i used to adore so that in the end, i yearn for what once was.
sometimes i forget too fast and think i adore something when it's merely a passing infatuation. ahhh....the brash mistakes of the youth, i may not be that young, but i sure know how to live like i am.
in some ways i'm like dorian gray, minus the destructive tendencies and of course, dashingly good looks. i can see how we are similar though, how we are both attracted to the corrupt yet we are both naturally good in our cores.
still, i am losing my focus here. i write this because of a dream.
it is a reoccurring dream i have. it comes and goes at it's own fancy, and i may go weeks or months without having it, but when i least expect it this dream pounces on me in my sleep and leaves me yearning when i wake.
because you see, i'm very nostalgic = /
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